我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。
掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
sadness and hapiness..all will change become memory..my friends ask me to forget the sadness and remember the happiness. But, if there are no sadness, how we know what is happiness???...
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Raining day..
it's cold..
suddenly my friend nudge me..
friend : how are you?
friend : long time din contact liao..
me : fine o..you?
friend : normal life..
friend : why all your private message so sad de?
friend : anything happen to you?
me : where got o??
me : you mean the sky is crying?
me : no la, here always raining ma, so i wonder that the sky is crying ma..
friend : oic..
friend : you do not change you hp number right? did you saw my sms that day?
me : yes.. i saw it.. thanks ya..
friend : en.. good..
friend : must take care ya..
friend : kambadek!!
i know what my friend wanna told me..
i really do..
but, i talk lie to her..
i said i am okay..
and yet,
there are many things happen to me..
actually,
i am so so so sad..
but,
her concern give me warm,
in this cold night..
touching..
some more,
she remind me one thing,
my personal message is so sad..
i never thought that my friend will read my personal message..
but, my friends really do..
i never realise that my personal message is sad..
but, yes, it is quite sad..
i can't remember that since which day, my life is in sadness..
last semester??
i really can't remember..
i can't remember that since which day, i lost my smiling face..
this semester??
i don't know..
now,
the sky is keep going on crying..
and,
my heart too..
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believe...
i trust you...
but, i am disappointed...
someone told me that you said you are tired... ...
tired, a simple word...
but make me down...
why??
because i fail to be your friend...
you are tired with me...
speechless...
don't know what to say...
since you are tired,
okay,
i promise you,
won't bother you anymore...
that is my promise... ...
although i do not believe in promise,
but i make the promise...
hope that i can make it...
lesson:
don't believe too easily
because the is a LIE in the word of believe...
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突然发现戒子不见了,急死了,
过后又给我把它找回来,
有种失而复得的感觉,
超高兴的...
我心就在想,
那妈妈呢?
如果老天爷肯给我失而复得的话,
那该有多好呢... ...
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妈妈,她给了我生命,给了我最好的照顾、关心,给我一个快乐又安全的生长环境。可是,身为女儿的我又给了妈妈些什么呢?叛逆、欺负和担心!!想起妈妈劳劳碌碌了半辈子就是为了她的家,可是到最后她却还没开始享福就离开我们了,这样公平吗?
还记得在医院的那段时间,妈妈她一定很难熬吧!可是我只能看着妈妈受苦,什么都做不到。每天到医院去,除了帮妈妈抹抹身体、按摩,就没有其他了。现在,妈妈走了,我唯一能做的就是帮她照顾家里,可是,我还是什么都做不到... ...
妈妈走后,爸爸表面上看起来没事,我知道他一定很伤心吧!从两个人的生活变成一个人,爸爸他一定很孤单吧!以前有妈妈帮他打理一切,现在就只剩他自己一个了... ...每次看他一个人静静地坐着,不懂再想些什么,他是不是想妈妈了??我好想帮妈妈陪陪爸爸,照顾爸爸,可惜,我离家太远了,什么都做不到。我还想帮妈妈照顾公公婆婆和妹妹,可是,我就是帮不到... ...我觉得自己很没用,什么都做不到!!
现在的我,真的很无助,很想找人求救,可是我不懂自己可以找谁... ...
心好痛,快喘不过气来了,很辛苦,好累... ...
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926,对不起,真的真的很对不起!!我真得很失败,身为朋友,不但帮不了你,就连你不开心我都不知道... 我实在没用,对不起!
一至以来,我都是以普通朋友的身份出现在你身边,你的问题、烦恼,我都不曾过问。可是我希望你知道,不是我不想过问,不是我不想帮你,不是我不关心你。因为我相信,如果你想告诉我的话,你会自动的告诉我。如果你不想说,我怎么问都不会有答案,反而会让你觉得更烦。
你要知道,其实,你并不孤单,你不是一个人的... 如果哪天你需要我的帮忙,我都会无条件地帮你。如果哪天你需要我的安慰、需要我的支持,我会想在你身边给你安慰与支持。如果哪天你需要人聆听你的故事,我可以当你的听众。如果哪天你需要肩膀依靠,我可以借你。如果哪天你需要人陪,我都愿意抽空陪你。就只要你开口而已,大家都很愿意地去帮你。还记得我告诉你的吗?如果我只剩20%的力量,我也会把10%的力量给你,好让你勇敢的面对你的问题。就只要你开口而已...
快乐不是每天都有,
难过也只是一时而已,
忘掉烦恼吧!
没有下不停的雨,
雨后也会有美丽的彩虹出现!
加油哦!
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When your friend show you a black face, what will you think?
Will you think that he/she is rude?
But, besides you are thinking that he/she is rude, will you think about the reason why he/she will show his/her black face?
When your friend do not talk with you, what will you think?
Will you think that he/she very "hao lian"?
But, besides you are thinking that he/she is "hao lian", will you think about the reason why he/she do not want to talk with you?
When your friend is get angry with you, what will you think?
Will you think that he/she is petty?
but, besides you are thinking that he/she is petty, have you ever think why he/she is get angry on you?
When your friend is started keep at a distance with you, what will you think?
Will you think that your friend do not want to be a friend with you anymore?
But, besides you are thinking that your friend do not want to be your friend, will you think that what is the reason that he/she is keep at a distance with you?
Everything that happen must got the reasons.. Dont ever think that there are others problem before understand the situation.. Use your heart to treat your friend.. Listen to them and try to understand them.. Dont just make conclusion by your own..
Lastly, the most important thing is dont HURT your friend!!
** Dear all my friends:
I am sincere to become your friend.
But i found that i need you all and yet you all dont.
Maybe i am not good enough.
I am sorry if i have hurt you all.
Really sorry...
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