Thursday, August 27, 2009

Citation...

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,讓我們遇到那位對先生 對小姐時懂得珍惜。

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

Thursday, August 20, 2009

wArm

Raining day..
it's cold..
suddenly my friend nudge me..

friend : how are you?
friend : long time din contact liao..
me : fine o..you?
friend : normal life..
friend : why all your private message so sad de?
friend : anything happen to you?
me : where got o??
me : you mean the sky is crying?
me : no la, here always raining ma, so i wonder that the sky is crying ma..
friend : oic..
friend : you do not change you hp number right? did you saw my sms that day?
me : yes.. i saw it.. thanks ya..
friend : en.. good..
friend : must take care ya..
friend : kambadek!!

i know what my friend wanna told me..
i really do..
but, i talk lie to her..
i said i am okay..
and yet,
there are many things happen to me..
actually,
i am so so so sad..

but,
her concern give me warm,
in this cold night..
touching..

some more,
she remind me one thing,
my personal message is so sad..

i never thought that my friend will read my personal message..
but, my friends really do..
i never realise that my personal message is sad..
but, yes, it is quite sad..

i can't remember that since which day, my life is in sadness..
last semester??
i really can't remember..

i can't remember that since which day, i lost my smiling face..
this semester??
i don't know..

now,
the sky is keep going on crying..
and,
my heart too..

prOmiSe

believe...
i trust you...
but, i am disappointed...

someone told me that you said you are tired... ...
tired, a simple word...
but make me down...
why??
because i fail to be your friend...
you are tired with me...
speechless...
don't know what to say...

since you are tired,
okay,
i promise you,
won't bother you anymore...
that is my promise... ...
although i do not believe in promise,
but i make the promise...
hope that i can make it...

lesson:
don't believe too easily
because the is a LIE in the word of believe...

tHe sKy is cRyinG

the weather of these two days, wet...
just like my mood...
MOODY...
i am thinking of is it the heaven also have the same mood as me??
huh...impossible...don't dreaming la!!!


semester break almost end,

but, what i have done in the holiday???
the answer is NOTHING!!!
i have spend my time with nothing!!!
walao ey...
how come bo??
i also don't know...
what i can say is LosT...
i am lost my way, lost my mind, lost my ... ... ...
lost, lost, totally lost... ...
haiz...
who can save me???



Tuesday, August 18, 2009

lost and found...

突然发现戒子不见了,急死了,
过后又给我把它找回来,
有种失而复得的感觉,
超高兴的...

我心就在想,
那妈妈呢?
如果老天爷肯给我失而复得的话,
那该有多好呢... ...

useless...

妈妈,她给了我生命,给了我最好的照顾、关心,给我一个快乐又安全的生长环境。可是,身为女儿的我又给了妈妈些什么呢?叛逆、欺负和担心!!想起妈妈劳劳碌碌了半辈子就是为了她的家,可是到最后她却还没开始享福就离开我们了,这样公平吗?

还记得在医院的那段时间,妈妈她一定很难熬吧!可是我只能看着妈妈受苦,什么都做不到。每天到医院去,除了帮妈妈抹抹身体、按摩,就没有其他了。现在,妈妈走了,我唯一能做的就是帮她照顾家里,可是,我还是什么都做不到... ...

妈妈走后,爸爸表面上看起来没事,我知道他一定很伤心吧!从两个人的生活变成一个人,爸爸他一定很孤单吧!以前有妈妈帮他打理一切,现在就只剩他自己一个了... ...每次看他一个人静静地坐着,不懂再想些什么,他是不是想妈妈了??我好想帮妈妈陪陪爸爸,照顾爸爸,可惜,我离家太远了,什么都做不到。我还想帮妈妈照顾公公婆婆和妹妹,可是,我就是帮不到... ...我觉得自己很没用,什么都做不到!!

现在的我,真的很无助,很想找人求救,可是我不懂自己可以找谁... ...
心好痛,快喘不过气来了,很辛苦,好累... ...

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

给老天爷的信...

老天爷,难道您没有听到我在祈祷吗?那一天,医生说妈妈熬不过那个晚上的时候,我向您祈祷了。我告诉您说,我还没有机会孝顺妈妈,请您不要那么快把她带走。如果您愿意的话,我可以把一半的寿命给妈妈,只要您不把那么快把她带走就好。可是最后您还是把她带走了...

老天爷,可不可以告诉我您把妈妈带去那里了?是天国吗?天国是个怎么样的地方呢?妈妈在那里还习惯吗?妈妈幸福吗?

老天爷,如果我再次向您祈祷,您会听得到吗?我想请您帮我好好地照顾妈妈,请您让妈妈每天都开开心心的,请您帮我告诉妈妈我好想她、好爱她...

我就拜托您了,老天爷...

i am sorry..

926,对不起,真的真的很对不起!!我真得很失败,身为朋友,不但帮不了你,就连你不开心我都不知道... 我实在没用,对不起!

一至以来,我都是以普通朋友的身份出现在你身边,你的问题、烦恼,我都不曾过问。可是我希望你知道,不是我不想过问,不是我不想帮你,不是我不关心你。因为我相信,如果你想告诉我的话,你会自动的告诉我。如果你不想说,我怎么问都不会有答案,反而会让你觉得更烦。

你要知道,其实,你并不孤单,你不是一个人的... 如果哪天你需要我的帮忙,我都会无条件地帮你。如果哪天你需要我的安慰、需要我的支持,我会想在你身边给你安慰与支持。如果哪天你需要人聆听你的故事,我可以当你的听众。如果哪天你需要肩膀依靠,我可以借你。如果哪天你需要人陪,我都愿意抽空陪你。就只要你开口而已,大家都很愿意地去帮你。还记得我告诉你的吗?如果我只剩20%的力量,我也会把10%的力量给你,好让你勇敢的面对你的问题。就只要你开口而已...

快乐不是每天都有,
难过也只是一时而已,
忘掉烦恼吧!
没有下不停的雨,
雨后也会有美丽的彩虹出现!

加油哦!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

what will you think???

When your friend show you a black face, what will you think?
Will you think that he/she is rude?
But, besides you are thinking that he/she is rude, will you think about the reason why he/she will show his/her black face?

When your friend do not talk with you, what will you think?
Will you think that he/she very "hao lian"?
But, besides you are thinking that he/she is "hao lian", will you think about the reason why he/she do not want to talk with you?

When your friend is get angry with you, what will you think?
Will you think that he/she is petty?
but, besides you are thinking that he/she is petty, have you ever think why he/she is get angry on you?

When your friend is started keep at a distance with you, what will you think?
Will you think that your friend do not want to be a friend with you anymore?
But, besides you are thinking that your friend do not want to be your friend, will you think that what is the reason that he/she is keep at a distance with you?

Everything that happen must got the reasons.. Dont ever think that there are others problem before understand the situation.. Use your heart to treat your friend.. Listen to them and try to understand them.. Dont just make conclusion by your own..
Lastly, the most important thing is dont HURT your friend!!

** Dear all my friends:
I am sincere to become your friend.
But i found that i need you all and yet you all dont.
Maybe i am not good enough.
I am sorry if i have hurt you all.
Really sorry...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

one litre of tears... ...

我听说,“眼泪是天使身上的钻石,非常珍贵的,所以不要轻易的抛弃它,因为天使会伤心的”。如果这是真的,那我的天使一定很伤心,因为我一点都不珍惜它的钻石。

还记得看过的一部戏 《一公升的眼泪》,那时候还真的哭得稀里哗啦的,连自己到认不得自己。戏中的女主角很坚强,她说她虽然流了一公升的眼泪,不过她没有放弃,因为她妈妈都没放弃她,所以她也不会放弃自己。最近,我也体会到了什么是一公升的眼泪。以前的我,不会轻易的流眼泪尤其是在朋友面前。不管我有多伤心、多么的委屈,我都不会哭,因为我不想大家都认为我很脆弱。现在的我,不像从前的我,不能再像以前那么坚强、那么勇敢。眼泪成为了我的常客,经常来看我。虽然我不喜欢它,可是它就是常来找我,我控制不了,我不知道该怎么办好...好不喜欢现在的自己,讨厌这样的我...

请问有谁可以救我吗?
朋友,当你们看见我流泪时,可不可以帮我把它擦干??

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

please...


because of care, that why i am sad..

because of understand, that why i am disappointed..


i try my best to protect you all, but what i get is just hurt..

is it my false?

why you all will think i am a bad people?

what i have done?

can you all tell me??..


Dear my friends,

please dont just think at your own point..

please stand by your friends side and think..

please understand the situation before make conclusion..

please dont just listen from others..

please understand the situation with your own eyes and mind..

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Citation - quite meaningful,I think..

遇到你真的愛的人時,要努力爭取和他相伴一生的機會,因為當他離去時,一切都來不及了...

遇到可相信的朋友時,要好好和他相處下去,因為在人的一生中,可遇到知己真的不易。

遇到人生中的貴人時,要記得好好感激,因為他是你人生的轉折點。

遇到曾經愛過的人,記得微笑向他感激,因為他是讓你更懂愛的人。

遇到曾經恨過的人時,要微笑向他打招呼,因為他讓你更加堅強。

遇到曾經背叛你的人時,要跟他好好聊一聊,因為若不是他今天你不會懂這世界 。

遇到曾經偷偷喜歡的人時,要祝他幸福唷!因為你喜歡他時,不是希望他幸福快樂嗎?

遇到匆匆離開你人生的人時,要謝謝他走過你的人生,因為他是你精采回憶的一部分。

遇到曾經和你有誤會的人時,要趁現在解清誤會,因為你可能只有這一次機會解釋清楚。

遇到現在和相伴一生的人要百分百感謝他愛你,因為你們現在都得到幸福和真愛。

幸福是靠自己去爭取的~不管是友情或愛情~~錯過了就沒有了,錯過了就是會變的...

** cite from KHEN blog.. Thanks guy.. Those words help me a lot.. Haha..